I don’t like being photographed. When we kissed at a wedding, the night grew long and luminous. You unhooked my bra. A photograph passes for proof, Sontag says, that a given thing has happened. Or you leaned back to watch as I eased the straps...
Despite horrible treatment The lack of acceptance care The threats Giving away all I stand to inherit Despite the lies passing for white The hatred towards Black women and girls in specific me Despite the competing The constant need to feel better than me at tremendous cost Despite the selfishness Lack of...
The winter I leave him, I ask my parents to consider me their oldest son. To bend the rules. I could be a little tree, late to flourish, focused on my underground career. I tell them to buy me a house. They’re 15 years divorced....
letting the words fly like smoke uncurling from our mouths we lie in bed with dykes ten years our junior, make pot heaps to share, sleep in the same flannel sheets, plot colored artist collaborations underground and not top 40, draw the constellations from...
Granny, woman I’ve slept with the most her curves ungirdled, everything—hair , flesh, breath of hers next to mine. Her love nowhere else soft; her cut eyes , her tongue with criticism and admiration for these bornupnorth chirren, her eating all my birthday chocolate. Granny the reason...
I pray for us as evening glides over implore the gods pray for us pray for this breathing planet the milky way dreams us into galaxy no need for heaven this is how it started: way out beyond we below the sweet of your lips dipped in promise anxieties claim us bark and skin what we...
Because my mama lost her daddy when she was too young And she didn’t know how to hold her grief so she let it break Like waves against the inside of her skin until it was all worn Down trying to hold her...
Oh, don’t worry, we will let our hair down tonight— but first we must remember on this stage, the queen we lost, who they killed not too far from here just...
My father said to me once your only choices are the factories. Oil stains or the selfsame bruises. No longings for the night. Looking back I think of things I could have done differently ... Sure, it could have all been different, but what’s the use now, when all...
You’ve never seen a lilac in Mississippi. Backstage you wear lotion laced with its chemical imitation. A ballet mistress says relevé always as command: lift onto the toe using only the heel. Your ankle’s bewilderment old as the horned owl gaze from your mother hunched in the...
...walk into a bar in America. Butterworth says, I’m being repackaged. Ben says, I’m being rebranded. Jemima says, I remember when they branded my mama on her back.
The bartender says, I could stand in the middle of Main Street and kill somebody and I wouldn’t...
My mom and I don’t spend all day talking about the white priests who raped Great Grandma Marie, unless it’s a poem. Suffering is boring. Do you know how big the word genocide is? How long. I’m taking a class on Indian temporalities. I tell my mom...
To be introduced as a mountain of gray-blue beauty
at the end of that first chapter of chatty consideration—
this is the desire I carry, that moment of being announced
followed by the brooding silence of my presence—
such an effortless presence—while I consider the old dreams
of my childhood, my regrets and the laughter over