In Rubble
Right after the bomb, even before the ceiling 
   And walls and floor are rearranging 
      You and themselves into a different world, 
You must hold still, must wait for them 
   To settle down in unpredictable ways, 
      To bring their wars, shuddering, 
To an end, and only then should you begin 
   Numbly to feel what freedom may be left 
      To your feet or knees, to your elbows 
Or clenched fingers. Where you used to walk 
   Or lean or lie down or fix your attention 
      At a whim or stomp your foot 
Or slump in a chair, you'll find a new 
   Architecturally unsound floor-plan 
      To contend with, if you can move 
At all. Now you may remember others 
   Who were somewhere near you before 
      This breakdown of circumstances. Caught by surprise 
Like you, they may be waiting separately 
   At their own levels, inside their own portions 
      Of your incoherent flat. They may be thinking 
Of you, as you are of them, and wondering 
   Whether some common passageway, no matter 
      How crooked or narrow, might still exist 
Between you, through which you might share the absence 
   Of food and water and the cold comfort 
      Of daylight. They may be expecting you 
To arrive at any moment, to crawl through dust 
   And fire to their rescue as they find their bodies 
      Growing more stiff, assuming even more 
Unusual attitudes at every turn 
   Of a second hand, at every sound 
      Of a bell or an alarm, at every pounding 
Of a door or a heart, so if you can't reach them 
   Now and they can't reach you, remember, please 
      Remember, whatever you say, 
Whatever you hear or keep to yourself, whatever 
   You scream or whisper, will need to make 
      Some kind of sense, perhaps for days and days.
Source: Poetry (September 2002)


