The Women Leave You with Children
A mother walks into the river, daughter
pressed to her chest. They say she cried
as she swam back to the shore, alone.
I know this love. The mother says there was
no room for her. Water clung to her
body like a child. The daughter moaned
as her mouth filled—a coda. In music
we call this a double return: Blues
in the making. In 1856 Margaret Garner
crossed the Ohio River, pregnant.
She loved her daughter to death.
What kind of love is that? The women
in the Spanish South did too. They birthed
children in oceans, springs, and rivers—
held them under, away from the men who used
their sons as gator bait and daughters as whores.
Red tide bleeds across the ocean;
somewhere a woman uses all her strength
to release a child she does not raise
above water.
Source: Poetry (September 2021)