Revelations
There’s a beast in my belly, so they locked me out of paradise. I circle outside,
 search for a new entry; when I throw myself on the gates, the fence burns
    my skin.
 Please, my tears freeze on my face. Weeks pass, and she moves from belly
 to heart. With each pump, my blood purples, my teeth grow into sharp points.
 On my knees, I scratch and dig, I growl. Let me in. I cut my own tongue on 
    a canine,
 mauve the river ice at my feet. Months go by. My head aches with her, my 
    eyes reflect
 back a snowstorm. I am coming for you. I shake the gates, I howl, I twist 
    and break
 them open at last. Their fear has fed me, and I am warm despite the lack of 
    sun—
 I make my own heat. When I am finished, I walk back out the gates—reborn 
    of ash,
 I have crowned myself with antlers, and this world is my home.
Source: Poetry (March 2020)


