With Emma at the Ladies-Only Swimming Pond on Hampstead Heath
In payment for those mornings at the mirror while,
                         at her
             expense, I’d started my late learning in Applied
 French Braids, for all
                         the mornings afterward of Hush
             and Just stand still,
 to make some small amends for every reg-
                         iment-
             ed bathtime and short-shrifted goodnight kiss,
 I did as I was told for once,
                         gave up
             my map, let Emma lead us through the woods
 “by instinct,” as the drunkard knew
                         the natural
             prince. We had no towels, we had
 no “bathing costumes,” as the children’s novels
                         call them here, and I
             am summer’s dullest hand at un-
 premeditated moves. But when
                         the coppice of sheltering boxwood
             disclosed its path and posted
 rules, our wonted bows to seemliness seemed
                         poor excuse.
             The ladies in their lumpy variety lay
 on their public half-acre of lawn,
                         the water
             lay in dappled shade, while Emma
 in her underwear and I
                         in an ill-
             fitting borrowed suit availed us of
 the breast stroke and a modified
                         crawl.
             She’s eight now. She will rather
 die than do this in a year or two
                         and lobbies,
             even as we swim, to be allowed to cut
 her hair. I do, dear girl, I will
                         give up
             this honey-colored metric of augmented
 thirds, but not (shall we climb
                         on the raft
             for a while?) not yet.
Copyright Credit: Linda Gregerson, “With Emma at the Ladies-Only Swimming Pool on Hampstead Heath” from The Woman Who Died in Her Sleep. Copyright © 1996 by Linda Gregerson. Reprinted with the permission of Houghton Mifflin Company. All rights reserved.
Source: The Woman Who Died in her Sleep (Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 1996)


