What Isn’t Mine

Through the rubble,

Through the thrum.

Let us rut through the sum

Of who we were,

Or are,

Or will be in the years to come:

A couple

Of someones

Who used to be in love.

Ho. Hum.

These days: Seem to be in hate.

See here. A pit of snakes.

Look there. The rock of your rages.

And I’m in a cable-cage, slinking down your shaft.

You fondle that hefty What if. . . ? as if

To hurl it. All the other holes

Are blatant hells.

A dragline scrapes our fossicked floor.

I am the ether. You are the ore.

This is the war that nobody won.

Like afterdamp collapsing a lung.

I take back my vamping kinks

And the pavement beneath us sinks.

This stinks. Think: In-situ leaching

Your hard hat leaks a surfeit

Of lamp rays that’s wasted sub-surface.

A night so pitch it’s perfectly black.

A sapphire scarred by a scratch.

Sickness, health, abundance, lack.

The salt in my wound. The shirt off your back.

So our bloodcup runs empty of urge.

The metallurgy

We’re made of demands its dirge.

Our burrows diverge.

Our passages split.

Copper, silver, gravel, grit.

Am I—perhaps—alluvial?

Un-live-with-able?

A bit too simple or silty?

Only gold really ought be gilty.

And you are as cold as coal.

I am your dole, your lode,

Your carbon-flawed diamond.

All told: We drilled and hit demons.

Granite, though, is good for graves.

Granted, a mine isn’t quite a cave.

What isn’t mine, I cannot give.