Passerines
I walk the flight line after a nightlong sandstorm, which had fluttered
sparrows to me, offerings now without wingbeats, sparrows overturned in unison
with the linnets that sprouted shrunken legs, curled in like a dead spider,
defeathered. I am accosted by the whitethroat dead in a dried puddle’s outline,
in the hopeful refuge of. Something arrives and goes through their hearts.
I bring myself within earshot of a songless nightingale, where thick heat props open
the beak to a tongue’s taste of rasp. I’m in no dream, having not seen a sandgrouse swift
with water in feather. What do I have? No chiffchaff left alive, but the
fragrance of one
under a trailer in gravel hidden from the summer attitude. I kneel to the one shrub
grown from the air conditioner’s slow drips of water, where a crested lark won’t age
with me, but will take heat to its blood, take on the dead’s role to haunt
and attend me—shrike, wren, wheatear, flycatcher—who will gather them.
Source: Poetry (December 2020)